Hi Family, When it comes to death it's never easy to get through. It can take years to accept that the person is no longer with us. Jehovah God understands your pain, so this is what he said he will do about it at Revelation 21:3,4. He will wipe out every tear from their eyes and death will be no more neither will mourning nor outcry nor pain be anymore. To learn more about what Jehovah is going to do for us and our loss loved ones. You can visit the site JW.ORG
My condolences to the Cruz family! During this difficult time, please rely on God. 2 Corinthians 1:3 He promises to be there when we are broken-hearted. Psalm 34:18 I hope this comforts you!